That's why lah .

2012-01-28T22:47:00.000-08:00

Exactly 2 weeks since i last posted ! tomorrow JAE results are out , as for me , hope i'll get my first choice of course :) plus... hope my application to poly success on february !!
so many things to look forward to.
So this chinese new year has been quite a ride ! loads of ang bao and loads of good food :)
Starting work this monday ... HAHA how i wish im in school right now , but well i know when im in school i'd wish that there was holiday ! thats just how crazy the human mind is ! HAHA .
shall post soon again ! see you :) IM OUTTA things to write !!

2012-01-14T07:53:00.000-08:00

i'd rather stay as the best impression in your heart.

thoughts , thoughts and thoughts again .
i've printed my DAE application to Nanyang polytechnic , Pray hard i get into one of the courses.
I tell myself , Come on ! 26points , who'd even want me.. seriously? never did i expect i will have to face what i am actually facing now . Now i've to wait for Republic's DAE openiing date !

so life working at singtel roadshow , so far so good . Probably gonna work for another 1-2months more ! earn more money ! especially.. i've to save up for my own driving's lesson after my birthday in october27 2012 past and then i will be officially 18 years old !

can't wait !!

2012-01-09T01:23:00.000-08:00

GCE O LEVEL RESULTS .

was pretty looking forward to this day as all the suspense will end .. and most importantly , my boyfriend promised me that he will come support me in the hall today. Felt disappointed that he last minute say he couldn't make it . In the hall , i thought i will be scared to wits.. shiver as i'll be so nervous .. But end up im already numb to the feeling and appeared to be fine throughout although still alittle nerve wrecking .
Announcements were made and only 56% of the secondary 5 cohort qualifies for a polytechnic . That also means nearly half of us didnt have the L1R5 passes. At that moment , i clearly knew i wasnt one of the 56% .. Gut feeling?
so true enough ..but glad that i did not have a single F9 on my results slip !
i failed my math E8 despite the fact i pass in terms of aggregate . LOL okay..at least its 40-45 marks ! i'll still try my best to appeal for polytechnic courses . PRAYY haha .

2011-12-18T09:58:00.000-08:00

it has been ages since i last blogged . i will be heading to a small island in singapore called sentosa for a short trip but i will be back to work on tuesday at funan , heard that the Singtel booth will be in the perfume fair .. Hope nothing goes wrong with my nose .. I seriously had this sudden urge to blog a very long post , because of the way i feel right now , but suddenly im blanked out..

maybe another time.. Shucks..

2011-12-05T00:09:00.000-08:00

okay... im down with a hoarse throat and minor cough , woke up at 11.38am , watched youtube on my iphone .. daddy called and i went to wash up and change , went for lunch at toa payoh then off to changi safra chalet , all my cousins and relatives from my dad's side will be there ! haha so here we are.. so far have just been watching teevee.. i really need to start working and earn some money ! hmm.. right now we're down with 2 agencies , 1 has already confirmed us to work at singtel and the other.. hasnt called yet . actually suppose to start work at singtel today 5 december , but this week really got a few things on.. so we asked the agency whether its okay fr us to start work the following monday ! so they say the manager will let us know latest by wednesday ! hope everything goes smoothly !:) anticipating for later's BBQ . Cant wait to fill my tummy !^^ TTFN

2011-12-01T11:50:00.000-08:00

Maple video i've done , but got lazy ..So its short!!

Vlog of myself talking about my upcoming updates of videos . I muted it because i sounded weird , but just post it anyway since its already taken!

2011-11-19T08:54:00.000-08:00

if you're the one , then us meeting here is fate .

Today , gaming is super smooth for me . Dota-ed about 10 rounds today , and not even a single match lost ! Thanks to my pro teammates! As for AuditionSea , went for expert competition and cc at Arena . Expert competition 1st entry :D but 4th round i got dropped out . CC didnt went too well , due to lag !
Yesterday i slept super late , so was pretty reluctant to get out of bed .. So finally got up at 12.30pm , went to the newly open katong mall with my family to take a look , unfortunately not much selection for us to dine there , and we ate at the nearby bah kut teh stall , which was pretty tasty!

okay good news ! i've decided to go back making maple videos . Prepare to expect ;)
Music video , short story or continue my maple series?hmm..

2011-11-18T08:25:00.000-08:00

Hey , im back to blogging . Okay.. yesterday was my prom night , the food was good !! lazy upload all the photos.. That's why iphone is of such inconvenience in some areas sometimes .
yesterday was great , for the first time i actually did my make up properly . Usually , i cant even draw eyeliners or whatever .. Because i can count with my 10fingers the number of time i actually applied eyeliner . Maybe cause i feel that its important for me to look presentable for this event !

hang out with my girls after prom night and had a blast , although there's some situation . But overall that day was great :)

the graduation ring looks really good , and the design..and the box.. Not what i actually expected it to be ! im gonna wear it out everyday !! HAHA. reached home at 3+am .. and i actually sleep till 1.36pm :D im not a heavy sleeper i've never slept past 3pm before no matter how late i turned in.. i shall continue to post tomorrow . not in the mood right now!!! :( I kinda feel like , lesser people around me plays dota nowadays , in the past ppl will jio me play nonstop. Now like 10% only . Maybe cause due to Olevels around the corner during that period , and i keep rejecting my friends , so now they are seasoned to me not gonna play dota anymore thats why. Ohwell i need to find more Dota buddies soon . TTFN

girls get hurt by negative comments , but they are also easily pacified.

2011-11-16T01:38:00.000-08:00

AND tomorrow is prom night ( graduation dinner ) at marriott hotel ! grand ballroom level 3 :) starts at 7pm ! So excited hope i can win the lucky draw or something :B my draw lot is like 293.. So many students is like 1 in 300 chance . Probabilty is super low !
i'll enjoy myself tomorrow , especially with my pals after the prom dinner!
most excited for the food ! i know im like such a glutton . HAHA

CYA!

2011-11-14T23:59:00.000-08:00

just dyed my hair with liese bubble hair dye , overall its fine.. except that the smell .. okay more of the chemical like make it very hard for me to breathe.

2011-11-10T08:08:00.000-08:00

okay just a silly random picture of me last year .

since i've switched on the computer, shall take the opportunity to post something :)
so..HOORAY O levels will be over ! monday science MCQ last paper..
im not hopeful about anything .. cause i doubt my chinese will improve or up by any grade, i did put in alot of effort already , hope the letter writing and all goes smoothly..my bao zhang bao dao has like 3pages . this is my first ever attempt of newspaper article for an examination i've always been writing stories because i thought im best at it , guess i was wrong , sometimes good marks sometimes bad , well who could ever had predicted? so i've decided to go for the general one now .
Okay basically cause.. its about kids sending their parents to old folk's home and never visiting them again . The whole passage i've been like ranting those kids , finding ways to solve this problem is to hire a private nurse, maid or nurture these people from young to learn how to be thankful to the people who brought them to this freaking world! i guess i kinda put alittle emotion into my compo . As if it was all real . the worse phrase i was like " WANG EN FU YI " ur parents give u clothing , education and shelter . IF NOT how'd u freaking have the MONEY TO SEND THEM TO an old folks home . LOL EPIC RIGHT?!! putting your parents in the old folks home aint cheap ya knw . So they're considered well off. IMBECILES srs. OMG LOOK im putting my personal feelings in again HAHA.

thinking back , its kinda cute how my parents used to tease me when i was young about whether i'd send them to an old folks home . Well i always say i wont :) filial right HAHA.

Seriously i hope i can get like 23 pts or something , i swear i'll be greatful .
is like , i want to so badly do something for my parents , i wanna grow up and earn big bucks to repay them , but at this rate .. i don't think i can ever amount to anything.
now all i can do is pray everyday , but..god won't answer to some brat like me :( During the N levels last year exact same feeling , had dreams every single night about failing and i've only dreamed i got exactly 19pts thrice , even when i was working at Levis last year though how tired & busy.. but those fears seem to overwhelm me still.
dad teased me say his gonna prepare a packet of tissue if i fail last year , haha.. soon i had difficulty breathing and the western doc say it might be due to stress..I didnt realize it myself either , dad was like.. telling me its okay if i fail and all so i'd not be too stressed out about their feelings.
From young i've never drop a single tear for not doing well , too optimistic LOL
so after i got the results , happy of course not only it wasnt 19 it was 15/16 points instead.
Thanks to CL and Humanities that pull me up , my math was a C5 just plain lucky haha. Thanks to moderation for sure.
well so i have to wake up O levels is the real deal .. i wont be able to pull it off as well as the N levels. Just awhile ago i was telling my parents to not be hopeful that i'll pass.. my dad tapped me and say he believe in me that i would.. GAWD i feel worse ... :(

HEY ITS 11.11.11 12.07am , happy birthday to my brother ! lucky guy man!
parents on leave , gonna celebrate later :)
TTFN

2011-11-08T08:36:00.000-08:00

One funny thing came to my mind and kept me laughing to myself haha !
when i first started out dota okay maybe after i learned the basics like what to buy and when to BACKK when enemy's MS from lane . So , some friend of mine send me maphack ( was quite popular at that time , one game at least 1 or 2 ppl confirm has it ) year 2009 ! OH btw HAPPY 2nd anniversary to me playing Dota anyways haha . Okay but to be honest with or without the maphack im still lousy as hell during that time . I'm too blur , more of the slow reaction kind of person? so when the red circle was coming towards my lane trying to backstab me , i still over there hitting creeps . So yeah i DIED! and everyone was like " girls should be in the kitchen " " leave game lah " or worse ... "burden.com.sg" LOL. They probably found out that im a girl because of my awfully lousy skills and well how i talk?O_O

oky so u know , as a noob . If u hit a streak or whatever ! you'd be super joyful and well as for me , i Screen Shot it . 1st , i first blood . 2nd tripple kill and then i was wicked sick. I was freaking high LOL so i flaunt those Screen shot and post it in my blog :x AND being a naive player , i forgotten that it actually shows that i maphack cause of the Enemy's hp and mp bar at the side and... well the whole map was bright?:D So i was caught by some KPO blog hopper , and he went to the garena's forum and posted my blog for everyone to see( reported me of course) . So yah i was in deep shit , the garena GM even tagged my tagboard saying last warning then, i was banned from some ladder rooms too.

So .. you can see my tagboard at that time full of BMERS. So i posted a post explaining myself , okay but it was useless :x so i decided to start afresh and change username! haha , of course i stopped maphacking already long agoo , because i'll never improve this way !

okay done reminiscing ! Can't wait to receive the O level results , i really hope i passed ! those sleepless nights.. hope its worth it !:)

2011-11-08T06:50:00.000-08:00

okay , back to posting haha ,
im trying to update my phone to IOS5 , but i cant freaking download the stupid itunes version 10.5
pissing me off :(

today's history paper was okay! loved the SBQ! . but the SEQ..
i did war in asia pacific region
3a) china aggression
b) pearl harbor

well i think fr china's aggression i put unhappiness with allied powers.
most probably wrong? haha hope i can pass bah :(

these is what i hope fr , English B4 , Chinese B3 , Math C6 , Science C6/D7 , Art C5/B4 , Humanities B3/B4 !
* pray *

2011-08-08T05:47:00.000-07:00

my dearest boy is going overseas in a couple of hrs :(
i will miss him alot..
ohwell lucky is examination time :) i'l'l try to keep myself occupied !
received his letters and i passed mine to him today :)
happy!!!
hehe .. hope to c him again soon !

2011-08-06T07:04:00.000-07:00

i've got nothing on my head right now haha !

ohwell bunny left me alone again ! :(
and.. sarah came to my house today for study & dinner!
i am not looking forward for school on Monday ! my half day will be dedicated to 5 hours of art from 12pm-5pm .. Thus , i cant meet bunny again ! it has already been 2 weeks since we last met ! HAHA.
oh well , i will prolly be free from being tied down by art after this is over with. OH WAIT... no.. There's still Drawing and painting for prelims and o level .. FML !
owned.

just joined a contest for fun i guess :)
its called big eye contest , but it says i don't need to have big eyes to join though HAHA

Step 1: Like this http://www.facebook.com/AbsolutePromise
Step 2: Click this link and like my picture
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=238749779498015&set=a.238693332836993.60563.224368900936103&type=1&theater

2011-08-02T21:11:00.000-07:00

maths in roughly 2 hours and 10minutes!
Paper two is gonna rob me like hell.. i swear..
if i dont get at least 30+/100 its the end man..
sometimes .. i know working hard will be worth it in the end..
really i tried, but im so lazy.. i really want to work hard , hope after the prelims and over-seeing my shitass results will motivate me. Come on.. i really want less thn 20pts for O's ! i wanna pass everything except POA. God bless me , okay.. but i know god cant grant me flying colours but he can show me the light. So yeah.. Show me the light , give me the strength to carry on .
tomorrow is Amath and chemistry so.. No school for 1 day ! gotta spend time with my baby.
never see him for 1 week 4days . HAHA okay let me tell u that is nothing , i never meet him for 1month+ before cool or what?!

imma go grab something to eat right now , energy for later exam that will probably destroy my brain cells . TTFN !

2011-07-31T19:54:00.000-07:00

shall start off my post with a picture of me and my buds.

woke up serveral times in the middle of the night , is this due to exam-frights? haha .
wonder what kind of situational ... composition i'll come up wiith today. I hope it will be a good one.
i've not written a good compo for quite long already.. always ranging 16-18/30 marks.. which isn't really good at all !english prelims at 1.30pm , wish me luck !

2011-07-26T07:43:00.000-07:00

one day when the sky is falling , i'll be standing right next to you ~

just a few more days of patience and anticipation , art course work will finally be done with.
well.. i don't have the time to study for prelims.. so i'll make use of my weekends ..
history and ss ( 100% must read ) physics , bio and math.
my prelim english oral only got 25/40 . LOL sad! perhaps i was too nervous!
the good news is i passed my science practical mock prelim . HAHAHA . what a surprise :)
shall try harder next time.
well imma stop here , dont have ample time to actually blog..

no one loves me more than you do :)

What Is Love?

2011-07-21T07:34:00.001-07:00

Love is .. Happiness !

ask me something , you're not sure about .

2011-07-14T02:49:00.000-07:00

HIHI !
okay , for the first time . I finally put on colourless contacts and the feeling is super awesome.
didn't sleep during lessons today !
math test... gosh i might fail /; tomorrow cross country at bedok reservoir road ! can die..
haha hope i will have fun and maybe go out for clique outing !:)
okay.. i so don;t know what to post about.. off to watch channel 8 !!!

TTFN!

2011-07-11T03:08:00.000-07:00

Hello , im back to posting today !

screwed up my o level mother tongue oral examinations without a conclusion .. i always forget !
i finally bought my acuvue contact lens , but i bought the clear one :) wanted define natural shine.. but it cost like.. $55 for 15 days?! so expensive !
bought the clear one 3 months for $39 ! worth it .
anyway , i won't wear any lens from blogshop & colour lens anymore i guess , i think its better to be myself ! Just the way i am .. plus.. colour contact lens harms the eyes ! transparent one is more safe and lasting .
Guess what?! did a eye health check @ an optical shop called Foresight..and my left eye is seen to have very long vessels the optician was like : ur left eye de vessels very long leh ! ''. creepy huh? My left eye is now 300degree ( decrease by 25degree from last checked ^^ ) right 375 degree?! ( 25degree increase from last checked.. ) what is happening man.. that explains my angsty face right ontop ! finally a photo whereby my braces are visible :) time to look at more green grass.

actually i've a theory to why my right eye's vision is worse compared to left .
from primary 5 onwards i started to keep long hair and long fringe..oh and during my primary school my form teacher got me a nickname which is " curtain '' LOL
and throughout the years of my secondary school life , my fringe is always covering my left eyes , i dont even pin my fringe when im at home .
okay so .. my fringe is slant to the left , normally people slant to the right though? haha
due to my fringe covering my left eye.. i depend more on my right eye .. because my left eye is covered.. and i don't really have to strain it or anything as im only able to see through little spaces ..
so as the year goes by .. i realised that my left eye is a tiny little bit smaller thn my right and i start to panic O: mommy says because i keep kam tao kam bin ( cover my eyes with my fallen fringe ) that is why my left eye no muscle lol . so.. From secondary four around june , i start to clip up my fringe during school ! but.. it doesn't have much use though cause i still let down even when im home?! so secondary 5 i start to clip up in school and at home even when i go out sometimes! but still no use eye size and degree still no improvement for my left :(
so don't be like me ! HAHA change before its too late man .
when im sec 1-3 i care alot about my appearance.. i don't wear my spectacles out . Even go out eat awhile or ah ma house .. i put on my contact lenses . Even though sometimes.. when i put it in my eye the pain is wow.. dam strained but i still force . Okay that partly explains why my left eye vessels are so long ( lack of oxygen ) .. and i also realize that whenever i have contact lens on , one eye will be perfect and the other will be either dry , uncomfortable or red. So.. i really regretted ! now i only put on contact lens when i go out with friends , or family outing like shopping etc but only sometimes .
I prefer wearing my glasses now , comfortable for long hours !
also after reading the newspaper about the harmful after effects of contact lens.. Its best not to wear it so often !

i used to have perfect eye sight ..but i thought wearing glasses was cool . When i was primary 5 my degree was still 25.. I threw tantrums at the optical shop claiming it was the worse day because i tried to get my degree up by watching tv near near and playing computer games but no use? i really wanted to have spectacles. LOL so end up i really did get to wear spectacles .. SO HAPPY. But when u grow up now ..= NERD + REGRET!
sian why last time i so dumb?! LOL
DONT BE LIKE ME PEOPLE.... WORSE EVER :( LOL witness the difference below . You're absolutely lucky if u still have perfect eyesight :) it feels way better that way !

2011-07-08T04:20:00.000-07:00

School is kinda productive today?! haha .
Stayed back for Social studies remedial .. ( half of time wasn't really listening ) HAHA!
oh and i totally screw up POA mock test . lol.. left so much blanks. Pray that i at least get 2 digit . ''10 marks and above )
honestly speaking i have no basic foundation ;x dang.. hope O levels i will only flunk poa :(
i really want to go into engineering , but my science and math so pathetic..
okay but i can see that my math is improving some sort ! prelims in 3 weeks . Gotta start mugging on monday . Seriously !! time to memorise my history and social studies .Im super lazy i admit .
gonna get my 1-day acuvue define natural shine on monday with SARAH. Can't wait !
sigh , my math test got 14/50?! lowest in class . okay partly because im honest :x
she shouted my name as if i got Zero . like seriously? LOL she even marked wrongly ok ! should be 17/50 HAHA . At least 34/100 is better thn 28/100 ! but i didnt bother to confront ! anyway still fail .
i really hope my form teacher don't nag at me again... not my fault ~
today was walking to toapayoh interchange with sarahtt , i saw one middle aged men on a wheel chair and i thought he needed help . So we both decided to walk towards the men.. and suddenly , he stand up and walk . We were like stunned . LUCKILY we didn't approach him . If not it will be seriously awkward ..
guess what? im gonna have art everyday for this 3 weeks T_T can die.... im gonna dieeeee ..
but im not gonna commit ! hmph..
really will exhaustion.
im gonna cook maggie mee soon, thn DOTA DOTA DOTA ! WOOOOOO
brother is not coming home tonight ! got duty ^^ muacks !!!

OK TTFN.
update ltr :)

2011-07-05T02:26:00.000-07:00

so when you look in the mirror , you see yourself , a lonely cry . take a harder look and see what's left inside.
sometimes i feel.. like i don't know you anymore . i'll never get back all of you .

ITZ! Tuesday , i was quite reluctant to get up this morning , how i wish its the holidays everyday .

well improvement once again ! i only slept during biology ! for like less than 10minutes?:) today's lesson is on Deoxyribous Nucleic Acid (DNA ) and.. Genetics . Super interesting , learned facts about gene and chromosome mutation.. Quite sad actually ..

Chinese class was the funniest .. teacher was talking but nobody was listening . HAHA .

Im so tired right now.. i did not eat my medicine.. leave it for night time bah?:(

i shall have a afternoon nap soon ! my nails is super long?! i think i will go cut it soon.

Quite inconvenient .. Hard to take out my contact lens .. and it keeps giving me the tendency to mingle and nibble on the nail. Not literally biting it off of course :x during the movie and even during lesson times!

gonna get myself a ACUVUE lens soon :) no more coloured contact lens for me . Safety for my eyes ! most important :)

update tmr !!!

2011-07-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

haha , lets start off with a picture of my mother and i ( taken outside MBS 2july2011 ) :) .
well , happy youth day ! the good thing about it is.. its a holiday !
and... mom and dad took a day off to accompany me !
i chose the destination to be at .. Orchard Cineleisure.. to watch transformers 3!
the parking is super expensive at town.. just a few hours and we paid $15 ! i feel bad for choosing to have our outing at town area :x dad wanted vivo city :(
the slots are pretty much full ... so we're lucky that we got it , even though we did not book online! and we got ROW H 1-2-3 of 3.45pm slot level 6 hall 1.
ate xinwang HK cafe for lunch at cine.. the fish soup noodle was a disappointment :l . BLAND!!
so shop around , and im super happy i got myself a new phone cover and the leather pouch :) good price & very worth it .
satisfied ! the movie lasted from 3.51 till 6.20 . Almost 3 hours?! haha but its awesome !
lunched @ graffiti cafe , ( my suggestion ) daddy qued up .. when the food came , i threw alittle bit of tantrums.. because daddy bought me wanton mee with ketchup .. but what i had in mind was black sauce de.. gosh i feel like a brat .. now i feel guilty :( sorryy ..
oh almost forgot ! mom bought me a mirror . super cute HAHA . hello kitty (devil version ) .
gonna cherish it to bits :)
today also went to bukit panjang's TCM called guang ji .
from young till now i've been going to this clinic whenever big problem strikes.
so went to consult about my backaches and sighness (nose prob!) cause mom insisted..so doc says
need acupuncture and some electric massage thing ( mom also do for her neck-aches )
now my nostrills are pretty much circulating?HAHA.

looks like it hurt yea? . I was way brave-r when i was much younger.. i have needles all over my face i tell you ! long time never do this , i was closing my eyes praying it will just be an ant bite , and of course it is :) no kick ! so..don't hesitate doing acupuncture , its awesome! the best part is..its very effective and the cost of this whole treatment plus my medicine is $25 dollars ! gonna call someone to talk on the phone right now! shall end my post here :) SCHOOL TOMORROW . argh major turn off ! sleep early guys ;)
goodnight world!

2011-07-01T03:54:00.000-07:00

Why must most of the love in this world be one- sided?
there's a saying..a world of love , a world of broken hearts.

yay , tomorrow NDP rehearsal ! time flies like a G6 .

drinking my cranberry+pomegranate and apple juice! i really like it!!

today only slept 10minutes during history , cause i couldn't stand it anymore .

well i better indulge in some studying at night later. Ate lunch at 4+pm , so i told daddy to buy dessert for me !! and its my favourite one ! 24October is the start of O levels. 3 months and 24 days.. Prelim is on the 1st august ! i better start reading my social studies and history soon ! im really afraid .. i don't know how to deal with the shocking questions..

to experience love again..i wonder if its a good or bad thing.

i hate to get jealous , im afraid of broken promises , sick of disappointments , tired of being neglected , crumbled with my emotions , messy thoughts and to be drowned with lies.. how awful is that? but..most importantly ..to love , be loved , be cared for , be pampered , to be in all smiles and to be with the guy that is true to me . how great will that be? happiness i guess . The best feeling in the world '幸福 '

this is like big small , a 50-50 win/lose match , Take a risk or rather experience nothing at all .

ask me something , you're not sure about - http://formspring.me/GermaineCYS

2011-06-30T05:55:00.000-07:00

Okay .. Hmm school this week is fine so far afterall monday's a holiday again !:) Saturday going watch ndp rehearsal! Excited ttm , today art is okay , finally started on my final ' it's gonna be awesome ! Comeon .. At least a B for me !! I heard my poa dam gg , every poa lesson is my stop and stare ~ I just do nothing .. I'm uninterested because idk anything ? Haha even the teacher let me do my other subs.. O level
Mother tongue oral is on the 11th July pray I don't screw up like last year it's a miracle I got a merit lol ! Because of watching old channel 8 dramas on my phone at night .. Have been sleeping at least minimum 1.30 am - 3.30 am. Finished 37 episodes in 3 days ! Cool right ? I must be a tv siao haha !! So during class I keep want to sleep . And it's like ever since I have my braces on , I drool easily and it's alot ! Hmm .. Shall update again soon ?!:)

2011-06-24T09:59:00.000-07:00

By creating a new blog.
i throw away all my past memories and make new ones here , like..starting afresh . Afterall , some things are not worth looking back to .
*okay , how many more days till O levels? 3months . ( this is just to remind myself to study )
this kinda sucks :( i wanted to add a photo of *study stress* haha , whenever i search google images , mozilla firefox crashes . I guess it is time to upgrade myself and get google chrome?:B

everything is in a mess . I studied during the june holidays , but never do my homework . LIKE WHAT?!
English book fly where.. i also dont know . 3 comprehension including summary.. im gonna die really . If i don't complete it ( which i only have 2.5 days ) i'd have to stand for the whole week .
*prays* it will appear.. seriously . I need to do it , but can u imagine.. weekends i need to go so many place!! Cousin's birthday on saturday and a postpone celebration for father's day ( mom's side ) *hope there's nice food * ok pig much :x but i just love to eat!

Got my pay from the Pc Show yesterday and ate steamboat with yiru @ nex mall which costed us like $30 each ! stupid GST + service charge !! , hmm , $241.30 for the 4days i worked at the pc show .
it isn't much , but i think i tried my hardest . Average $60 a day ? haha . I'm really not sales person material my eyes often gives away . Still im aspiring to be a cop , of course my first priority is being an engineer :) why am i saying all these .. Study first thn talk lah ! haha , reality sucks :( if only everyone can be whatever they want without stupid certs.
went home .. and i gave my mom $100 , she's like super happy and kissed my lips :x cause she recently just bought a Guess pouch that cost her $100 . So she say treat it as i buy for her the pouch :) awww.
wanted to kup the $100 , mom $50 and dad $50 , but my dad say don't want and ask me give all to mom! what dad said was quite touching ! Dad :'' papa zhi dao ni xiao shun''( daddy inside know you filial ) but my brother say i trying to *Por* my parents. That's not true okay..I don't want anything in return .

haha okay enough being drama :x im left with 120dollars , but i put $100 in my bank already to save it . my last $20 , treat mom and dad eat dinner today :) so i don't have any $ left to spend on myself . Ohwell , as long as everyone's happy ! Went iceskating with ploy , william and timothy at kallang leisure park today and i fell twice ! i could've fell like more than that if i wasn't holding on to tim , lucky i didn't cause him to fall HAHA . Im starting to get the hang of it , gosh i kept screaming and laughing at myself there, likea shy cause i dam noob! reached home watched ai on channel 8 awhile and went to arena at audi , 2nd round out :( . Never play for weeks already ! wanted to dota @ room 21 end up spam like shit .. 1hour+ can't get in . Okay end up im in , but what's the point also not playing already !!
this is a pretty long post ,shall stop here . Hope i can update soon :( byebye