Just gonna have examination from the date frame of 22-29 February and off to the next phase.

Days are going to pass by like shooting stars.

After which a short 3 weeks break, i may have to start my internship program.

Went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital for an interview that lasted near 30 minutes, it is probably due to my contribution of telling too much stories HAHA. Right now, it is just waiting for the results on whether i get selected or not. Which i hopefully do, because i had to sacrifice 3 days of my holiday trip with my family as the internship program starts slightly earlier then other locations.

Initially i had thoughts of giving up the opportunity and might as well just be reassigned to another location, but i guess such chances are hard to come by and i had to do what's best for myself.

i am too much of an easy going person and i like to do things at my own pace depending on the importance and the urgency of it. I am very relaxed and i don't like to stress myself because i know that no matter what happens, happiness is important, keep moving forward.

The end of the year examinations is just in a few days, i did badly for 2 modules. Just the thought of getting a re-module is quite fear stricken which one of it has a relative high chance. The worry of disappointing my family stands much higher than disappointing myself. There are so many many things i can do to strike that fear off. But i am just too chill to do any shit for myself. Seeing everyone putting in their best effort and studying for hours makes me feel like i should've done something if i want to be better,

I am naturally a lazy person for myself.

I won't go the extra mile for my own, but yes i'd for others.

Perhaps only the aura and motivation i get from others is able to give myself that little push.

I shall do something about it tonight, well.. at least for the 2 modules i've flunked...

And i hope for the very best that everything goes smoothly,

the next phase of my life to have no interruptions.

Best regards,

Germaine