As the days go by, 

i feel the distance between us getting wider.

As if your becoming more and more like a stranger to me... Maybe i was too naive, to think that we can ever go back the way we are before.

I tried to restrict myself, but there was a part of me that couldn't hold back.

I thought just having you by my side is enough, i'll be contented just being able to see you or even feel your presence around.

But i guess i needed more than just these..

i feel bad that i've not been taking care of myself and giving myself the happiness i deserve.

I drowned myself in sadness and everyday felt like it was gonna be the last day.

Thoughts like these keep running across my mind and never a day i didn't tell myself, i had enough.

i feel so heavy hearted right now, because i'm so reluctant and i can't bare to let go..

But people choose to let go, because they love the person. Don't they?  i know you think so too..

Maybe it's time i stopped being selfish, i don't want to hold you back and hinder your happiness, or even mine anymore.

It's not that you don't know how to love a girl,

i know you used to have that someone who was your whole world. She holds a place in your heart that not just anyone can replace and there will definitely be times she'd cross your mind and it's hard not to think about it. Maybe because love is sad when two people are amiss..

But,

i know one day there will be someone out there just for you. Who will allow that fire in you to never stop burning for her..

Perhaps i didn't do enough to be able to hold your heart longer..

but i guess circumstances made me this way, i really really tried. Believe me..

i don't know about you but i believe at least for a period of time what you had for me was real. That feeling, i'll remember it, at least for a long long time.

I'm contented and will always keep the memories we shared in my heart, it was a roller coaster ride with many ups and downs but i never regretted it.

You know even if you felt that you didn't give her much, I really envy her a lot, at least the time and experience she had with you was much more longer and fulfilling. 
Perhaps our story was just meant to be from one chapter of our lives, a passing phase and it's time we moved on to the next...

I wish you all the best, truthfully, sincerely from the bottom of my heart. 



I was holding back my tears, 
As I held your warm hands tightly, I thought to myself if I can really really let this go.