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maybe, probably, just a little tired
Wednesday, July 29, 2015, 8:07 PM
and i guess that is
what makes us human. The ability to feel
I am afraid of
knowing what the future holds for me, there’s still so much time in life left
for me. But, knowing that life is unpredictable and the many dreams that are
not accomplished yet, I would say that I rather know how things are going to
be.
At times, I get tired
for feeling too much, for thinking too much and I hate myself for being this
way.
But these are the
traits that made me who I am and I don’t regret for possessing them.
Perhaps negativity
teaches me a lesson and positivity teaches me to move on.
Right now, learning
to live my life to the fullest is the most important thing.
I want myself and the
people around me to be happy. I don’t like disappointing the people I care
about.
Many times, I wished I
was a better person, not that I feel that I’m not good enough.
But I hope that I can
be good enough for others as well.
But, what can I do,
if I’m born this way. I tell myself that, we are all destined to be bad and
good at certain things.
People can change if
they are determined enough, but I guess I always end up succumbing to my accustomed
behaviour.
That’s why we have idioms
like “Old habits die hard.” Or “A leopard will never change its spots.”
Perhaps being myself isn’t
such a bad thing
I just have to remember
that, the people who love you unconditionally will always be there.
Just like a parent
will never give up its child.
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