<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/1329597629286200518?origin\x3dhttp://germainecys.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Twitter Facebook Instagram



GermaineCYS, '94

"If you get tired, learn to rest not quit."

Saturday, June 27, 2015, 12:33 PM
I hope you fall asleep with your heart filled with happiness.

Sometimes we question ourselves what is love?

i guess like what wikipedia says, love can be a variety of feelings.
Emotions of strong attraction and personal attachment.

Nobody is perfect in the world,
this is why love is an unconditional commitment to an imperfect person.
Loving someone is not just based on strong feelings. It is a judgement, a promise and a decision.

i guess its when you sit beside someone doing nothing and despite the silence, you feel perfectly happy.
Just by watching them, it makes you smile and their presence comforts you.



I realized that all my blog entries are all dark and emotional. Filled with negativity
It has been more than a year since i posted something happy.

I don't know how long this streak will last.

I feel like i'm living everyday expecting and preparing for something bad to happen to me instead of something good.

and i really hope this feeling stops.

I always tell myself if its supposed to happen, it's supposed to happen.

Instead of drowning myself in uncertainty, worrying about things that are beyond my control.
I guess,  i should just enjoy the process while it lasts because giving up is not going to be part of fighting for someone.

At times i think about everything a lot, especially for myself. But
letting the count of possibility drop down to a zero will only cause regret.

i chose to move on from those thoughts at the back of my mind and in the depths of my heart and it made me happier.


◄ Previous | Next ►